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Cancer with Mystica0837 - Part One

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Today, we will be interviewing an important doll... Mystica0837. She has been diagnosed with cancer. To learn more about her, visit her page and read her presentation. She is writing a diary in her blog about her last months on Earth you can read, too.

When did your fight begin? How did you feel when you found out that you had cancer? 

I had cancer for the first time when I was 10. I felt tired all the time and noticed a bump in my armpit. It wasn't going away and started to grow, looking weird. I went to the doctor and after some tests it came out that I had cancer. it was a big shock. It took me 4 years to battle, and I survived. A few months ago, I discovered a bump in my leg. It was the same as before. It grew fast and gave pain. I went to the doctor, and he confirmed it - the cancer was back. They took me into surgery and removed the tumor, but they ran tests to see if it was only there, and it wasn't. I had tumors in my liver, lungs, stomach and lymph nodes. Lymph nodes tumors aren't very harmful and most of the time chemo can break them up. With liver and lung cancer, that's not the case. Most people who have that won't get better.

I got angry at first that I was clean and now not, it's not fair, stuff like that. I was really sad and scared about what would become of me and my future. Would I have a future? Well, the answer is no, I won't have a future. I'm still really scared and my emotions go up and down all the time. Even though we all die one day, I'm 16, so I wished for a longer life.

 

To be continued...

 

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