Hi Dollies!

Last night I was bored and scrolling through my TV channels when I stumbled upon a drama called Still Alice (2015). This film is based on a novel by Lisa Genova, and follows the story of a 50 year old woman, Alice, with early-onset Alzheimer's disease. The execution of this film really pulled at my heartstrings, and I wanted to share it with you. 

The film is incredibly raw in the way it captures the character's experiences. It doesn't attempt to disguise the messy realities that exist behind the scenes. Alice laments the loss of her identity, which is heavily intertwined with her intellect, and the additional social struggle due to the nature of and stigmas around the disease. 

On a more positive note, the film also demonstrates the effect this disease has on relationships. Alice was able to reflect on a new way of living, that is treasuring the present. Although some people got caught up by the world that tells them they can't slow down with her, the most unlikely person pulled through for Alice in the end, and that was very heartwarming to see.

I think that seeing this experience means a lot more to me, because as part of my gap year, I'm volunteering in senior's ministry. Two weeks ago, one of the ladies I know opened up to me about her struggles with dementia. She was visibly upset and I did my best to empathize, but I didn't understand to the extent I do now, and I definitely still don't fully understand what she must be going through.

Earlier, before I knew about her disease, we also had a conversation about how she wished she could teach her children and grandchildren to crochet, but they are always either busy or would favor electronics over a craft. At first I assumed she was mostly upset because they didn't spare more time to spend with her, but now I realize there is something deeper to that wish, that is to pass down an art before it disappears.

I think it's a strong reminder for me to rethink what I prioritize in life and approach others with a more understanding mind because I have no idea what's going on in their life when I'm not around.

Take care,

♡ Joanne